Purple Memories

10 Aug 2010.
It’s been 12 days, I still couldn’t get over it. I had tried everything I could, just to make myself think less of him. It’s so difficult, and I’m struggling real hard. His existence was my shadow, my history not written down in a book, but in my own memory. I just have [...]

My writings are getting rare…I can’t remember when is the last time I wrote something without referring back to the blog archives. I used to love writing so much, but I guess somehow, it has been replaced with something else. Perhaps, those time had already been spent for drawings and life. Life, now what’s life?
Everyday [...]

I wanted to stay awake for the sake of completing my finals for the last few days. I struggled hard to stay up most of the time, and felt terribly sleepy. As I tried to convince myself I should get some rest and continue with my assignments with a rested mind, I couldn’t get to [...]

So many people tell me they have problems recently, I log in to msn and found out a lot of my friends are facing problems. I surf facebook to find out people, friends and acquaintances talking about their problems. and I
I, am also facing a lot of problems lately.
DO you know what are my problems?
I [...]

I don’t know how much it is that I have to go through.
Ain’t easy – Draining my blood, eating my heart. Tough.
I don’t know when I will stop complaining, and start appreciating.
Nothing makes my day,
when I don’t see a point.
Scrap.

I’m melting.
Such hot weather just stresses me further and… I totally have no mood to even start doing my assignment – not to mention I have to complete it before 6pm!
Bell Bell hasn’t been good lately. He’s too naughty. Dirtied my bed, escaped the room, and now spill the sand all over the area.
Bad kitty… [...]

It has already been more than a month, but I haven’t forget that smell of Langkawi. The hot sun, but the sea breeze that smells like seafood and freedom. Freedom – yes, Langkawi definitely smells like freedom. Think about no constraint, cheap liquor, and sunny atmosphere which just erase stress off your mind immediately.
Definitely, words [...]

No, the body’s not dead.
Still alive in one perfect piece.
It’s just the soul, all shattered and torn.
Dead. Souless, lifeless.
She’s gone.

When there’s a big pile of work waiting to be done, some one is having a johnnie walker dinner at G hotel.
That’s life.

Looking at that pair of glimmering eyes, and the mouth biting it’s own long fluffy tail. Realized that I was looking at it, it looked back at me, with the tail still in the mouth. For the next few seconds, it came jumping into my lap, using it’s paws and played with my bracelet. It [...]