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In The Blues
March 15th, 2010
Things might not always turn out the way that you wanted.
In fact, it applies to almost everything I do. I realized that many things that ever happened in my life always happened in such a way – totally unexpected. Those expected ones? They are actually phantoms.
Unexpected, but it may not be a bad thing as well.
Things just happen in a different way. Often times they are not the best thing that can actually happen. Yet they don’t turn out to be the worst thing ever.
Right, I am not sure.
Regardless of what happen, I know can face it. Not because that I believe I am strong, but do I have any other choice?
Gomenasai
February 24th, 2010
Vain
January 31st, 2010
When you stand too high, you fall;
Right to the ground a hit too strong;
Breaking up all the ties, it all spread apart;
Losing all the pieces around, you stare and cried;
Struggling hard to pick them up, all the scattered pieces;
Bleeding all around, trying to patch them up;
What was once a single piece, is now a sorrowful puzzle;
Spending how much time and sweat;
It doesn’t just take a skillful player to score right end;
Endure and toleration;
Peace and calm;
Faith and trust;
It takes everything, yet;
It might not let you win in the end;
Failures till the end of all, or;
You might be stronger than who you think you are;
and standing up again;
Healing up the wounds and scars;
It is all it takes, and;
The pain is ever more,
but it is what you can never escape.
Sunset
January 16th, 2010
When will I get to see another sunset?
I can’t remember when was the last time I’ve got to see one, it was long long ago.
I look out of the window, and see the orange, red sky- the sun is setting. Blocked by buildings, and blurred by the pollutions. I just know right there far away, the sun is setting. Going down the horizon.
I wish, I am on top of a hill, looking at the sky, watching the sunset.
When?
When will I get to see a sunset, one that I will remember deep down in my heart?
2010
January 6th, 2010
Random
December 30th, 2009
Christmas is just around the corner
December 17th, 2009
and it means the end of 2009 is coming. Just so soon, another yet had pass by and yet a new year awaits. Sometimes it feels sad when one year is going to end, as it means the age is getting older. It also means something much more important to me. My holiday is ending soon, fast enough. December is my favourite month of the year, a month of holiday and celebration. But as soon as December ends, I feel sad.
Most importantly, December is a spending month.
Anywayz, there’s still quite a lot of stuffs that I wanna get before end of the year.
A camera. Compact, of course. LX3 is my choice.
A computer, desktop or laptop. Either one, which is good enough to support my works.
A kitty. Persian. I love kitty. Huggable and lovable.
And I just got myself a handphone without choosing and consideration.
Ah… everything is money.
I wish Santa will come visit me and put some money in my socks.
Dying Crazy
December 2nd, 2009
Something is just spinning in my head. It keeps on spinning and spinning, until my head is in deep frustration and pain. Nothing feels more provoking than this. It’s drying up the mind, inducing a great thirst for a breathe. It urges the mind to search for a space, spacious enough for more time to breath. The stress to hold the thirst, is too much to be handled alone. It is far too much, and not much time is left…… before the conscious burn out dry.
Random
November 23rd, 2009
Hedgehog babies for sale~
Hamsters for adoption~
Location Penang Island
Anyone interested do feel free to contact me~
email – doll@purplememories.com
